I feel disappointed to say this but... I don't want continue my vocational school, high schoolyeah but no I don't want to become a cook anymore. Has anyone felt this way too? I know Im the only one to answer this whether or not to continue. But I feel like Im going to be judged as a quiter or because I want to do something really original, creative but It might be unstable way to live since living is all about the money nowdays •^•
I don't know but dreams about cooking from like Ratatouille movie. There's no such thing. Food isn't treasured, it feels like an item. It's nothing special cooked for special person. Childish dreams of mine when I came to study ^^'
But quiting vocational school means I have quite a lot of time. What will I do? Work. Im scared acctually. Maybe because my all bad experiences from my work experiences from this vocational school, but Im sure that next autumm when we have another one. I will cry over it! A lot! Let's see if I can tell this all to my parents. Mom understand because she is a cook and never agreed wholeheartedly me starting these studies. Maybe I just pick few more subjects to read... like filosofy ^^'. Have few years of little more relaxing time, self studying and polishing my skills with things I like nowdays and maybe find what to study after graduating highschool.
But please leave comment if you felt this way, I want to discuss seriously all the education choice with all of you